My Body is Wonderland.

I hate John Mayer. I think his voice is the voice of a dickwad. He pretty much deserves to be punched in the teeth with my fist.

I do realize his voice has nothing to do with my body though.

Today it hit me, why is it that I am overweight? I eat half way decent. I am moving all the time. I drink water by the gallons.

The doctors tell me that between the Tubal Ligation Syndrome and the PCOS my metabolism is nonexistant. I cannot take the diet pills due to the Seizure Disorder. I have to figure my body out on my own.

Yay.

I still have not completely kicked my Diet Dew habit. It is my weakness, and BOY am I weak! I need to completelt let the pop go. I have almost completelt eliminated the sweets and I am working on my diet. I am going Low GI due to the insulin resistance. I know I can do this.

I also want to find someone to bust a move with... like someone who knows what the hell they are doing. ANNNNDDDD I want to eventually learn Yoga!

I also just want to get to a point where I feel better.

Emotionally I have been feeling pretty good lately. I think my hormones may actually be settling down a bit.

I suck.

Yes, this I know. I havent updated this blog in close to two months. Life has been nuts and our routine has spiraled out of control. From this day on, I am going to attempt to update this twice a week at least.

Since last I blogged, shit has hit the fan. My Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome has become out of control and I found out that I know have Tubal Ligation Syndrome due to my tubal. Basically in a nutshell this means my hormones have gone completely crazy. My body thinks it is pregnant, I have no metabolism, I am in pain all day long and I have reached a stress peak.

I'm not giving up though.

I can do this. I can beat this. I am formulating a plan and making some changes.

Stick with me. Help me. Motivate me. I need you and I need me.